I’ve been reflecting lately on my eating and exercise habits and am realizing that they are disordered, to say the least. I’ve decided to find help and get screened for an eating disorder. I am scared and embarrassed about this, but hopefully if I can find support for it, it will help me to better deal with the Lyme Disease and have a better chance to put it in remission. So I’m reaching out to ED specialists in the area and am going to talk to my counselor about it on Thursday. It’s scary to admit that this may be a problem for me, but I think that it is.