I finally felt well enough and had the motivation to do yoga yesterday. I did only a 15 minute Hatha flow but felt like I could have done a more challenging, faster flow if I had wanted to. Still, I’m going to try to ease back into yoga because of what I just went through. Today I’m going to try to find a 20 minute flow, possibly Vinyasa, and then work my way up from there. I had to cancel my private yoga session this week because I wasn’t up to it, but I’m still on for next week. And, I have a power yoga workshop next month that I need to be in shape for. I’m determined to get there despite the symptoms from the chemical pregnancy, medication changes and the rear up of my depression.
We also took Maggie to a holistic vet nearby. He is giving her supplements to repair her gut. I have a lot of hope that this will aid further with her tummy problems. Right now she’s on a prescription diet, too, and this vet thinks that with the right treatment, that she can get back onto a regular diet in a few months.
The other crazy thing that happened yesterday is that we had a three hour 911 outage across our state. I was pretty scared, personally. But, nothing happened to me at least. I’m sure that other people were affected by it.
While I’m going through all of this, David, my husband, has been swamped with work. He was up until 11:30 last night working from home. It definitely is hard for me when this happens and I’m having a hard time because I don’t get much support from him. Luckily I have lots of friends to support me. He wasn’t too rattled by the chemical pregnancy either because he never saw it as a real baby and assumed it wouldn’t be viable from the start due to my health issues. So I feel somewhat alone in dealing with feelings of loss. I’ll get through it though.
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