I was feeling really anxious and depressed yesterday about everything that has been going on with me and just couldn’t focus or function. It felt like my treatment resistant depression was back in full force and I started worrying if I would need to be hospitalized again. I called around to a couple of local facilities and none of them thought that I was in need of hospitalization. So, I got through the day despite my symptoms. But I was feeling too anxious and scared to sleep. So, I decided to take some CBD oil. I was able to actually fall asleep and slept pretty well. I feel much better today and have been getting chores done today, and even took Maggie on a five minute walk and did some training with her. I can’t believe how much CBD oil helped!
David suggested that I try micro-dosing THC again to get through this but I’m not sure about that. I have a lot of things to do and I need my head to be clear. Plus it gives me the munchies which makes me eat more and gain weight.
We’re currently looking for additional counseling services for both me and David to help us get through our recent loss. It’s tough finding a counselor for him, but we’re trying.
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