I Microdosed With THC Yesterday and It Really Helped All of My Symptoms

Ever since my diagnosis with fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue syndrome in 2009, I’ve had doctors and other people with chronic pain suggest that I try medical marijauna/THC. But, because of my conditioning in AA and fear of relapse, I’ve been afraid to try, even though I’ve been really miserable and in so much chronic pain that I am constantly dissociative.

I finally got my medical marijuana card last week from one of my doctors, and decided to try microdosing with THC yesterday. I went to the local pot shop, and got some gluten free/vegan candy. It was 10 mg THC, which I broke into quarters. I then went ahead and ate one quarter of it.

At first, when I noticed some effects of it, I got really anxious. But then, low and behold, as the chronic pain went down, I felt myself relaxing and dissociating way less. Within a couple of hours, my treatment-resistant depression started to lift for the first time in almost 5 years. I felt happier and more relaxed than I have been too since I got diagnosed with fibromyalgia in 2009.

Today my PTSD is still better, and I’m feeling better and more confident overall. And, I can actually feel my body way better today as well. I can’t believe what a difference one microdose of THC made for me. I’m trying to figure out now how often I should do this. I’m thinking, maybe once or twice a week. I know others who microdose who do it every day, but I still don’t want to do that because it can be habit forming.

So overall, this was a very good experience. I’m glad that I tried it!

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