I’m not going to write much today because I’m very exhausted. I’m still battling a stomach bug, and even though I didn’t see any family besides my fiancee for Christmas yesterday, I’m exhausted. Part of this could be because of Tuesday, when we were out all day waiting for test results from Lucy. His cancer may have returned, but we won’t know until tomorrow at the earliest, and likely next week.
My littles are also upset because despite putting lots of toys on our Amazon wish lists, our family so far has bought us mostly presents for adults. David did buy us a troll doll, and I myself bought the littles a stuffed bunny, but overall they were sad to see so many gifts going to the adult parts and not to them.
I’m still feeling the exhaustion of trying to keep up with such a large DID system. It seems as though I can’t please everyone. The littles, which there are many, all want their own dolls but David keeps telling them that they have to share the ones that they have. They don’t like that. So there’s turmoil in the system right now over this.
Still, I’m coping much better with having DID and littles than I used to. When I first realized that I had parts, it was terrifying. I’m getting more used to it now, which is good.
I think that even though I’m still fighting stomach issues, that I’m going to go on the stationary bike for 10 or 15 minutes today. I need to keep up my every other day exercise, even if I only do a few minutes every other day. It’s important. Plus, I’m gaining weight from Vryalar, and need to try to stop the weight gain.
I think that’s about all for me today. Thanks for reading! I hope that you had a Happy Holiday.