I have a lot more energy and feel better physically and emotionally than I normally do today. I’m not quite sure why. I know that I’ve been sleeping and napping more, and exercising less because I’ve been so tired. Maybe I needed that rest. I think that because of this I’m going to try to rest today as well and then exercise tomorrow. I think that I’m going to do about 2-3 days a week of exercise from now on. I’ve been pushing myself too much I think.
I’m really enjoying having Skya and Rose, my dolls. The cats seem to be getting used to having them around. I especially love dressing them up in all kinds of cute clothes! I did have an incident this morning, though: One of my cousins put a snarky comment about me having dolls on my Facebook. I just replied saying that they are therapeutic and he didn’t argue back. I’m glad, because sometimes certain family members (not this one though) can make a mess of my Facebook page by instigating arguments with me.
I feel less dissociated today as well. I’m not sure why. I know that some of the child parts who generally don’t like each other seem to be warming up to each other and even want to buy each other Christmas presents. So that’s good. Maybe there will be less bickering on the inside from now on. We’ll see.
I do have a bunch of laundry to do today, though, and the dishes. So I have some chores. Other than that, I’m going to try to take it easy, and do some yoga tomorrow.
Now that I’m less tired and in physical pain, I can’t believe how sick I’ve been! I guess that CAEBV really can take you out, and for a long time. It seems like I’ve been exhausted for years! Hopefully I can have a repreive now from that.
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