Lucy (our male cat) threw up about 3 or 4 times yesterday (twice an indicident). We think that he might have been constipated. We called around for a vet appointment today and couldn’t find one, and are taking him into his regular vet tomorrow morning. He hasn’t thrown up today so hopefully I don’t have to bring him into an emergency vet today and can wait until then to get him seen.
David and I also had some sort of bug over the weekend. Yesterday neither of us felt well with a sore throat, body aches, and chills. I’m feeling better today and he’s somewhat better.
I saw my counselor over the weekend. It was a good session, and one of my parts introduced herself as “Jackelyn”. I remember this part from when I was a kid. I think that there are multiple Jackelyn’s, some adult, some children, in my system. I’m glad that one of the parts was willing to come out and talk during the session.
The adult parts are embarassed of the child parts, especially by the fact that we have dolls. I’m working with my counselor on this. I feel like, since starting to see a DID specialist, that I am becoming much more stable overall.
I still am working on integrating and accepting all of the trauma that I went through, which is hard. My parents have tried to convince me numerous times that I’m having false memories and hallucinations/delusions, but that’s just part of their abuse cycle and hush-hush mentality. My memories are not any of those thing. I know that they are real. They are very confusing, though, and because of that I fell for my parents “you’re having false memories” BS for some time. Not anymore though.
David and I are doing well too, which makes me really happy. Yesterday I curled up to him while we watched a Scooby Doo movie and felt safe and secure. It was nice.
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