A staff member told me and David that the reason why those in charge here think that my trauma did not happen and that I am delusional is that I do not present as most sexual assault and/or trafficking survivors: I have no bumps, bruises, or STDs (they do know that this happened years ago though). I guess that the plan is to load me with medications until I overcome my delusions of sexual assault….. Oh, and it was apparently my mom who told someone that I am delusional and was never abused as a child. She, of course, is one of the people who abused me, and I hadn’t taken her off of my emergency contacts yet.
Oh brother!!!
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I know. It’s like a total drama fest, which I don’t like at all. I’m extremely pissed about it but need to try to keep it inside better than I am.
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Sounds like you need to switch to protect and get the hell out of dodge as quickly as possible. If you can, pray to Yeshua for help, but I understand that might not be your thing. 🤓
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I’ve been praying to whatever! And I am switching around to try to put the best parts out there. We were working on it last night.
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